heartbroken

[Lady_Glorianna]

As posted study is done but it was like stirring up a hornet's nest. I barely made it home so I had to take the stronger pain killers. I slept until 6:30 pm, ate something, watched som Tv and went back to sleep till this morn. At least this time around I will not have to wait forever to get an answer. I see the doc tomorrow afternoon. Funny how the doc that did the nerve thing is telling me to exercise and move around that that is best for back injuries just as he is causing me such pain and as on a daily basis I cna't do anything for too long. Oh and I forgot, as usual because it wouldn't be normal if things were straight forward, the study was at 8:30 for which I got there at 8:15. The secretaty with the keys to the office did not show up until almost 9:30 because she forgot (this was a "guest" doc using the offices of my pain doc) so I waited and btw he saw me as I had to get out of the car and stand several times because I just could not sit for that long. And all od this after last Friday I had to sit thorugh an hour and a half training on prevention of suicide

[Master James]

Hang in there, the sun is coming up I promise!     Here's hoping they figure it out fast and get you some relief.

[lordwriothsley]

I agree with Master James, Hang in the there Lady Gloriana because I believe in my heart that you will find the answers you have been looking for and these doctors will find the right treatments to cure the pain in your back.

God Bless you lass.

[DonaCatalina]

Hang in there. There is hope that this will all get better.

[Lady_Glorianna]

Well of course, things could not happen as planned 
Apparently the doc lied to me (the one that did the nerve study alias toture test #I lost count) and the results of the study are not here. I'm going to see the pain doc anyway because I need to talk to her over a couple of things but it looks like i will not get my crucial answers for at least another week.

[lordwriothsley]

I am so sorry to hear that. That is truly the last thing you need right now Lady Gloriana.

[Lady_Glorianna]

I went to see the pain doc anyway because I needed to talk to her over a couple of things but it looks like I will not get my crucial answers for at least another week. At least she is actualy going to call me instead of having me come in. To try to control some of the pain, she gave me Lyrica which has helped somewhat. I do have oxycodone for pain but I am extremely sensitive to these series od pain meds so I use it only when it is absolutely necessary like last Monday after the study.

[Seryn]

I hope you get your results soon.  I am so sorry that you are going through this.

[Lady_Glorianna]

Since I don't have enough on my plate the MVA has notified my that they will not renew the tags on Biohazard (that is what Ron named his truck) because according to MD law no car can be titled to a deceased person. So I have until the end of April to decide what I am going to do with his truck. I have asked the lawyer for advice but the way I see it either I turn it back into Ford or I transfer the loan and the car to my name. This April is posing to be a most difficult time...

[Lady Amy of York]

Oh yes, the lovely nerve  study, where you  you are made  to feel like  a human  pin cushion.  Wonderful aren't  they !

Sorry to hear  about  the  car incident. As if  you don't have  enough  going on  already.

We need to find you a lucky shamrock  or  something !

Hugs  and love  to  you  hon.You continue  to be  in  my thoughts  and  prayers.

[Rani Zemirah]

I'm sorry to hear about this latest trial, Lady Glorianna! It seems that the Universe occasionally gives us much more to deal with than we'd like, but maybe sometimes it's just to distract us from other things that need to gradually be allowed to start hurting a little less...

I'm praying for you to gain some breathing room, and a bit of really good rest...

[lordwriothsley]

Gee don't ya just love those nerve studies where they tell you that you won't have to wait long for your answers and then you end up having to wait a little while longer till the results come in. Makes you feel good don't it.    Lady Gloriana I am so sorry that you are having to deal with all this right now and especially with the car issue as well. I will continue to send you prayers, hugs, and love that all will start to look up for you.

As always God Bless you lass.

[Lady_Glorianna]

It has been 21 wks since he physically left and I am still struggling.  I miss him too much and there is just this big hole that nothing can fill. I can hear him in my head and my heart telling me not to cry and not to be concerned about him but I can't ignore my reality that he is not physically here, that no one or nothing compares to him, that life without him is just existance. He is the best thing to happen to me and his physical exit is the worst. I love you Ron!

[Madge Estes]

It's now been 18 months since my beloved left this plane of existence, and I feel the same way.
I miss him with every breath I take.
I ache for his touch.
I long to see his smile.
So I close my eyes...
And I hear his voice.
I thrill at his laughter.
I see the love in his eyes.

And I am comforted for a time.
Memories now make me smile more than cry.
And I know he is with me always.

[Lady_Glorianna]

I tell you.... So this morning I go to use Biohazard (Ron's truck) and it was totally dead, not even the remote power lock would work.  I told one of my co-workers and he was nice enough to come to the house. We found out that it had two batteries and that both were totally drained. Ron had a battery charger/engine start and it would not do the trick. It took him jumping the truck for at least 15 min if not longer plus me talking to both Biohazard and Ron. I had is running for more than an hour so hopefully that is that and I plan on using Biohazard for the rest of the week. Yes I got the situation under control but you know it's just one more thing I was not expecting to happen, was not really ready to deal with.  It's like I cannot catch a break!