I admit it... I'm scared

[Rani Zemirah]

Thanks Taffy, I finally feel like I'm starting to reach milestones...

[Taffy Saltwater]

I truly admire the way you've faced this - w/strength and humor and the willingness to request and accept support, which in itself takes a great deal of strength.  You'll continue to be in my thoughts.

Fins UP!

[Rani Zemirah]

Thank you so much for your kind words of encouragement, Taffy. It helps so much that I can come here and read all the lovely things you all have written. Especially when the weekend is difficult, like this one was...

I really don't think I could get through this without all of you! Thank you all so much!!! Week 5 is mostly over... thank goodness!

[Ferret]

Thank you for keeping your progress posted. Helps a lot of people to remember you and keep you in thoughts and prayers.
Ferret

[Anna Iram]

It's been five weeks already?

I had a thought for you Rani. Have you ever made or meditated with a  a mandala? Here's a great site:

http://www.surfari.net/~carol/Mandala.html


Hope you find it uplifting.

[Tygrkat]

{{HUGS}} to the Fire Goddess...one more down...and the flames just burn brighter...

You can do this

[lordwriothsley]

Huzzah to the fire goddess.Keep on hanging on there and keep up the good work lass.You can do this,I have faith in you.

[Rani Zemirah]

Yes... 5 weeks already! I think I may be able to actually get through this! It helps getting so much wonderful support from all of you, though...

And.... there's a certain pirate that's been keeping me company lately... virtually, anyway... and he makes it easier, also.

Anna, thanks for that mandala site, it's really beautiful!

Ferret, thanks for your thoughts and prayers, they help so much!

Tygrkat, thanks for the hugs, I can use every one I can get!

Lord W, thanks for your faith in me, sometimes I need someone to remind me that I really can do this...!

I love and appreciate all of you so much, and never more than on Mondays... LOL  Have a wonderful day, everyone!!!

[Joyce "Delfinia DuSwallow" Howard]

Hi Rani, Glad to hear things are moving along. Keep the chin up, YOU CAN DO IT! Hugs and 

[Peddlin]

Hey Chickie!

You are doing just fine, and we are very proud of you. This is just a bump in a very long road, and you will get past it soon. Then you will have clear sailing for a while. Just keep hanging on.   

[Fairyfly]

Ok, so where are the dancers? No one said they could take a break...

"Here dancy, dancy, dancy..." Oh wait, these are guys...

"Oh WOW! Someone left a keg here for all the bodice clad cute chicks! Who's got a mug?!"

Tee hee 

[Rani Zemirah]

I know... they just wander off whenever my Divine Whip takes a break...  I'm going to have to have a talk with my CotS, also... he's been laying down on the job, I guess... it's been a while since he's been around.

That better be a keg of cider... or meade, at least! And the mugs are hanging in the branches of that really cool twisted tree over there... help yourself!

(edited because I'm frequently redundant)

Lady J and Peddlin', thanks for stopping by, and for all your kind words and encouragement... you can never know how much it means to me! The days are easier when I come here and read the wonderful wishes you all leave for me to find. It's like having my very own little wishing well... Thank you, so very much!

Oh yeah... have a mug of cider (or meade...) while you're here! Join the party!!!  LOL

[lordwriothsley]

Be careful what you ask for Rani because when you tell a M'Crack to have a mug full of cider or meade it all usually ends up gone before you can have a mug for yourself.

[Rani Zemirah]

That's ok, Lord W... I'm not really drinking much these days, anyway... besides, here I'm a Goddess, remember... I can always make more!!!  LOL

Drink your fill, darlin', and just let me know when the keg runs dry...

[lordwriothsley]

That's ok, Lord W... I'm not really drinking much these days, anyway... besides, here I'm a Goddess, remember... I can always make more!!!  LOL

Drink your fill, darlin', and just let me know when the keg runs dry...

Thanks for reminding me sweetheart......That's right you are a Goddess and you do have the power to make more meade or cider,well in that case would you mind if I drank with you all...........Come to think about it I thought I was supposed to be one of the naked fire at your party.