I admit it... I'm scared

[Lady Amy of York]

Grabs  the  mug  from Lord W. 
" You are suppose  to be  dancing .  No dancing .. no  drink   !  .   Someone  has  to keep  the  men  in line  around  here.     !"  Rofl   !  
  Fires pistol   towards  the  lads  feet. "    Now  dance  boys,  dance    !  the ladies  want to be  entertain  .
       Sigh...you just can't find  good  entertainment  anymore  !   You have  to take  what  you can  find.   "
   Sticks  tongue  out at  Lord  W  and  laughs  !   

[lordwriothsley]

Grabs  the  mug  from Lord W. 
" You are suppose  to be  dancing .  No dancing .. no  drink   !  .   Someone  has  to keep  the  men  in line  around  here.     !"  Rofl   !  
  Fires pistol   towards  the  lads  feet. "    Now  dance  boys,  dance    !  the ladies  want to be  entertain  .
       Sigh...you just can't find  good  entertainment  anymore  !   You have  to take  what  you can  find.   "
   Sticks  tongue  out at  Lord  W  and  laughs  !   

It's so good to be bad.

[Rani Zemirah]

ROFLMAO!!!!!!! 

Oh thank you for the comic relief!!!

That's right, Lord W... no dancing, no drinking!!! And tell that to all your companions, too! Capt. Amy, you have my permission to discipline the men if they start to get out of hand again... and did I see clothing on that one over there??? What exactly do they think this is?!? I expect that to be taken care of immediately! (where is that Whip when you need her???)

Carry on, then...

[Joyce "Delfinia DuSwallow" Howard]

Well in that case get to making! The M'cracks can drink ALOT of meade.

[Fairyfly]

Kegs full of meade! Tee hee

*brings out the big whip* Ok guys, put the meade down, take the shirt off, and get dancing! *cracks the whip near the guy with the shirt*

[lordwriothsley]

Be careful FairyFly cause you never know that that guy with the shirt on just might like getting whipped by a hot chick like you and the other ladies.

[Rani Zemirah]

Aaaaahhhhhh!!!! We've been invaded by McCracks!!!  Well... the more the merrier, I always say!!! Especially when they're McCracks!

(even a Goddess can aspire to something else, right... someday I wanna be a McCrack, also...  )

So... seem as though I need a Mistress of the Revels, and I have just the girl in mind! Oh Lishy, I need you, dear. I've found the perfect title for you... you'll be in charge of keeping the party supplied with all good and fun things! Including endless kegs of meade and cider, goodies to tempt the revelers... and that silly string you were talking about earlier!

Oh, and FF... that's quite the whip! Yes, yes I think that will do nicely... but I think we're all going to have to start thinking about the garb we're wearing to this little shindig... LOL  Something a bit more... barbaric seems to be in order, eh??? Maybe a little leather, or something flowing, perhaps? Although that flame colored hair fits perfectly...   

[Lishy]

*very evil grin*  Oh the fun I shall have with this. . .  meade and cider and silly string and bunny fur floggers and fairy dust and bubbles - oh my!

Do I get to carry my flogger around and crack it at the naked men too?  Cause it only seems fair since Im female and all. . .

*hands out whipped cream filled ballons to all the ladies*  Ready. . . . set. . . .


GO!!!!

[Rani Zemirah]

Official Hierarchy of Rani, Fire Goddess

Fire Goddess (my thread...  LOL)
Commander of the Sacrifice - Maelstrom
High Priestess Fire Eater - Tygrkat
Chief Chronicler of the Sacrifice - Captain Amy
Divine Whip - Fairyfly
Mistress of the Revels - Lishy
Master of the Flame - Lord Wriothsley

I can think of lots of other titles, if anyone is interested...  LOL

(edit/update for accuracy)


I just wanted to bring this up to date here instead of having to page back...

There are many titles left... who's ready to join us?

[Rani Zemirah]

Well, you'll have to subject yourself to Fairyfly, my Divine Whip, but I'm perfectly sure she will have a place for one so practiced in it's use... so long as you see to the meade and cider, you may find your fun where you will, Revel Mistress! I also charge you with procuring entertainment for the festivities. I'm partial to Fire, as you know, and spinners are my particular favorite!

Go forth, and do my bidding!

(ROFL!!!  Wow, who knew being a goddess could be so much fun???)

[Rani Zemirah]

It's sometimes hard for me to read the words I've written here when the reality of Friday evening hits me square in the face... especially when so many of you write of how courageous you think I am, and I'm here crying because I'm alone again, and I don't want to face sticking this needle into my leg.

During the week it's easier to put on a brave face, because I don't have to look at this so closely, but when the weekend gets here, and my daughter leaves with my mother so she doesn't have to watch me make myself so ill, all I can think about is... why isn't there someone here to hold me and help me do this... why didn't the Universe see fit to provide me with that, at least, if there is no other way than this?

And once again, it's almost time...

[lordwriothsley]

Hey Rani you looking for another member of your crew well consider me a candidate.And by the way if you are interested in being a M'Crack I could take you as a pet because I just became an official pinned member last weekend at CRF.

[Tygrkat]

{{hugs}}

... ezpecially when so many of you write of how courageous you think I am, and I'm here crying because I'm alone again, and I don't want to face sticking this needle into my leg.

We're here to remind you how strong you are when you forget...and sometimes it takes a lot of strength to admit that you're scared - sending as much support as I can from afar...




*grabs a mug of meade and gets her torches ready for the fun to really begin*

[Lady Amy of York]

Hey girlfriend.... sending  a big hug to  you.       Hey hon,  go ahead  and  cry if  you want    to. I  know  everyone  says  you are brave  and  strong,      but  i remeber   when i  struggled  with  my illness  the last  three years  (  it took them that long  to discover the  tumor  on  my spine,  and  to diagnose  my  diabetes  )   there were days     that  i  did  not feel  like  being  brave  and  strong.      There were days  when i just wanted  to sit  and  cry,  so go ahead  and  cry  if  you  want.   Sometimes  a good  cry really  helps. 
         Do you have  a journal. i  found     writing down all my feelings  sometime s help.
          I  know    as  a mother  myself, how hard  it is  to  say goodbye  to  your daughter on  the  weekends,  but you are  doing  the  right thing, not having her witness your  bad momments.             My poor  liitle boy witness a  couple  times  his  mommy  being carried out  on  a stretcher  by paramedics  cause i had passed  out cold   from  pain   or  could  not walk or  talk.    The  look of  fright on his  face, is  something  i will never  forget.  So  even  though  you miss  your  little  girl  it is good     she is  not  there  on  the  weekends.
                   Big  hugs   to    you   !

[Fairyfly]

It's hard to be brave all the time hun. And I SOOO know your pain at saying goodbye to your little one for the weekend!! *HUGE HUGS*!!! And like Amy said, you go ahead and cry all you want! It releases some of the stress, and causes good endorphins to flow which helps. So, don't feel bad about shedding some tears. It's part of healing.

Wish I lived closer hun. I'd come sit with you and make you laugh. Even hold your hair if ya get sick! I've been there with the being alone thing for so long, I know how comforting it is to just have someone to talk to. I've been trying to catch you in chat, but I keep just missing ya. Lol Unfortunately, after tonight I'm not sure when the internet at the new house is going to be turned on. So here are a bunch of *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUG* *HUGS*! Use them when ever you need one!

I'm going to miss ya this weekend!

Lishy dear, feel free to flog which ever one catches your eye.