I admit it... I'm scared

[Taffy Saltwater]

Hoping today's not kicking you in the keister - take care.

[Rani Zemirah]

It kind of is... but I'm holding my own so far.  Gonna take a nap pretty soon... 

[LadyOren]

Lighting a candle and adding you to my prayer list.  We're all pulling for you Rani.  Peace and blessings

[Rani Zemirah]

Thank you so much, Lady O!  It's getting a bit better today...

[Tygrkat]

OMG you're finished?!?! 


HUZZAH!!!! and *HUGS**HUGS**HUGS**HUGS**HUGS**HUGS**HUGS**HUGS**HUGS**HUGS**HUGS**HUGS**HUGS**HUGS**HUGS**HUGS**HUGS**HUGS*

[Rani Zemirah]

Awww... thanks, hon!!!  I'm pretty excited!  No more shots, but I still have the pills until Thursday.  At least they're not the part that made me really sick, though, just a little tired and queasy, but only 3 more days of that, then it's all over!!!!!!!

Thanks for sticking by me all these months!  It's been more amazing than I can express...

[Taffy Saltwater]

A big ole thumbs up for you! - just a few more days and you can close the page on this chapter of your life.  You so totally RAWK! 

[Rani Zemirah]

No more than you, darlin'!!!  All of you...   

I can't remember now, are you gonna make it to Scarby for Closing weekend, Taffy?  If so, then we can lift one or two there... 

(I get to use the chemo brain excuse for not remembering anything for several more weeks...  )

[Peddlin]

Congratulations! This is quite an accomplishment, and you should be very proud of yourself. You have shown amazing strength.

[Rani Zemirah]

I have to admit, I do feel pretty proud of myself, even though I know full well that so much of that strength came from all of you who have offered it so freely, along with faith, hope and encouragement, every time I've needed it!

I can never express how much you all mean to me, and it makes me tear up whenever I think about it!!!  You all have homes in my heart, forever...

[RenRobin]

Rani,
I got goosebumps when I read it was your last chemo.  Huzzah!!!  I am so proud of you for pushing thru it and coming out strong on the other side, if not physically, but mentally and spiritually for sure.
*Doing the happy dance!*

[Rani Zemirah]

Thanks, RR!  I've been doing a bit of happy dancin' myself, today!!!  I am starting to feel better, though a bit of that is surely psychological, although since my liver is now functioning much better I know it's not all in my head.  When the liver is happy, the body is happy, and mine is about to get really happy!!!  LOL 

[lordwriothsley]

Rani I'm sorry I've been out of the circle and away for so long but things have just been a little crazy for me a work lately and I just haven't had the time to get caught up with everything on these forums of ours. Anyway all I have to say for last weekend being your last chemo treatment is Huzzah! I'm so glad you made it through all that.Now you can go back to living a normal life. Huzzah for that as well. Anyway just know that I am so proud of you for making it this far. Once again Huzzah to you Rani. 

[Lady Amy of York]

Huzzah  to you  girl !  Proud  of  you !

[Rani Zemirah]

Thank you both so much!  You know you've both carried me all the way through this, and I'm so very grateful!!!

I'm feeling pretty tired today, but I think it's letting up just a bit, and by Friday morning I'll be ready for Faire!!!  It will be so nice to be out in the sunshine and fresh air this weekend!!! (or at least fresh air... it may be cloudy, and possibly even a bit... you know, that "r" word!  )